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Being Schizo-effective Bipolar

I was diagnosed with this is in the United States. 
I am diagnosed with Weed-induced-psychosis in India.

Not sure whom to believe.

All I know is that my brain has been stretched to the hilt and the various layers of neo-frontal cortex are making an insane network to try to do the impossible. I might have burned a few brain cells. Given Lithium for. Was hospitalized in Dec. 17th - the same night my paternal grandma hurt herself in a car accident. Co-incidence? I think not. Second hospitalization was in a military-grade hospital. Very helpful. Was given some good treatment as well. I am law-abiding citizen on the country and a visa-holder in the United States. The third hospital location was the same as the first and this is where I snapped back completely. Everything normal

Let us be smart about brain health.

I feel like I can travel time. But it is hard to prove. Einstein said it is possible. As I write this, my future self is egging me on. We are going to get this. I am Dr. Manhattan and the crucible that is the mind has imprinted this on my mind. My left and right brain fully work together. Doing Yoga helps. 

Peace to everybody.


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